Always one step behind him, it's Brian Eno! Brian Eno!

This isn't a blog post about Brian Eno. He was mentioned today and I really like the song about him by MGMT:

I enjoyed watching/ talking about David Bowie and Beck in class today. Bowie is such a great artist yet I don't really quite know what to say about him on this blog post. I came in to this post thinking I had a lot to write but my brain has gone blank. I really love how he doesn't stick to one thing, but changes him and his sound all the time. That is one quality I really respect in artists. I mean, if you are going to make the same thing over and over again couldn't that be a waste of your time? You could have just left the world with the one thing and spend your time exploring other things. I think this is why I am afraid to pick one thing to focus on in college and to do one thing for the rest of my life. I hope I can do lots of things when I get older. Kind of like that magician I met who was also a police officer (but maybe I don't want to do that...). I also enjoyed watching Ziggy Stardust because I'm a softy for concept albums. I want to draw Bowie. He has such an interesting face. 

When talking about Bowie I can't help but think of that big framed poster of Bowie that was sitting in my bathroom for about 5 years. Bowie, my bathroom buddy.

I'm not sure how to reinvent myself. To get help I looked up the definition for reinvent.

Reinvent: Transitive Verb. \ˌrē-ən-ˈvent\

1. to remake or redo completely
2. to bring into use again
3.to make as if for the first time something already invented

I still don't know what I am going to do to reinvent myself. I am afraid of reinventing myself wrong. I don't know what I want to do. I don't know if I want to work on art for this. Will I do some sort of live performance for this? I want to do something you can't talk about? I'm getting anxious because I'm afraid that after a week I'll see that whatever I do isn't the reinventing I wanted to do for myself. I think I'll have to sleep on this.